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So being an almost college graduate, I have met an array of people. There are people I love and some people that I hope to never see again. First of all, I don't understand those "I don't get B's" people. I had this girl who came into late to my class because she was with a new lover. Everyone who came in on time got a free quiz. Well this girl missed the quiz and she turned to me and said, you know I'm here EVERYDAY on time and the one time I am late...I am going to get a B in this class and I DONT get B's. Thought #1: The way you are looking at me right now its like I don't deserve to get this free quiz because I am hardly ever on time. Thought #2: Apparently you do get B's, like in this class, BITCH. It is like get over it already, no one cares.

You know those people who are really good at creating those "what the fuck?" moments? It is like they insult you, but you don't realize they just insulted you until later. And then its too late to go back and be like uhhh remember that time that you said...NOPE, FAIL. I admire those people. I however established a different type of reputation. Except I think people are catching on. In my group of friends I am the "funny one" (shows the kind of people I hang out with, yikes!) So when I am mean to someone, people just think I am kidding. If I'm like you are a dirty slut. hahahaa OH YOU. no really you are....HAHAHA STOP IT, YOU ARE KILLING ME HAHAHA. its great cause I can be mean without hurting feelings. However now sticking with the same tactic people are starting to think I'm not kidding. It is bad cause now I have to try to be nice all the time....my life is too hard.

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I sometimes wonder what dreams REALLY mean? Obviously, I want to ignore the ones that question my life but what about the ones that are so realistic later in life you confuse them with your memories? Or the ones that when you wake up you are mad at someone for what they did in your dream? WELL last night I had a dream that my boyfriend of 2 years came to a party and completely ignored me. He was all over my friends and told me it was over between us. So my reaction to this statement was to go off and meet other boys. Well, instead of him letting me do my own thang, he went to up to these boys and told them I had a stinky vagina. What the HELL does this mean?

The sad part of this dream, he would go up to other boys and tell them this...my life as we know it is doomed.